Friday, October 23, 2009

how do i live in this world?

I met someone and he posted me this question.."how can a man live in this modern age world? a world where values are invalueable and special just dun come to much worth.. LOVE! is just sex..."
how do i live in a world where everything is falling apart and no one realizes it..

The battle cry has been sounded.. Isaiah 6:8 "...whom shall i send? and who will go for us?"
it is scary to go into battle and get out of ur comfort zone and just stand up for something. believe me i know.. but when u've heard and felt God's heart, there is an urgency.. a desperation.. to be frontline warriors. Sure we're not in army suites and Guns and tanks and bazookas.. but our battle is far greater.. how do i end this?

so many questions. how do i live my life? like this.. with my fists up ready for battle.. always training.. being the best.. never give up, never surrender.. Spartan Rule.. go hard or go home.. my life a sacrifice made new.. God for me!
the Warrior God who marches out for battle!

Sunday, January 25, 2009

in him

"i believe in the father, son and holy spirit. maker of heaven and earth. all that is seen and unseen..." in these times of difficulty, when u got my back against the wall and all u can do is hope for God to intercept the punch, from bills, economic crisis, gas prices goin up and hours being cut.. and everything around u crumbles and ur left there, just waitin for that punch.. God, reminded me he is LOrd of all.. the battle is not mine, but sometimes its just all u know how to do.. to fight back.. so how do i let go? deal with it as it comes.. when it swings at you, move your feet.. shuffle to tha side.. and knock em dead! if that dun work.. i guess the only thing would be to fall on ur knees andd cry in surrender... God reigns!

i got to play soccer with the amigos.. i scored a hat trick and it felt good! goal scoring machine! the only thing is they dun understand me and i dun, them. but i realize we all speak the same language when it comes to soccer.. just gotta use ur fingers and go "ova 'ere!" and "shoot!"

i started playing drums for the sunday school kids.. they're awesome.. and also the hispanic ministry..dun undertand a word but we glorify the same God!

at the end of the day tho, one question still remains, is there more to it than what i see? and one memory.. the foot of the cross...